I need you more.. Cause I never want to go back to my old life..

Hey people.. Before I go to sleep.. I thought I'd share something here with you all..

The past ID conference was a good one.. The Kids Conference wasn't a smooth ride, but I will say it strengthen me even more in relation to working with these little children of God.. It also increased my burden for them and my conviction to do something about it.. What exactly? I need to fast and pray more to get a clearer picture.. But one thing is for certain.. I need to be more of a Man of God..

After the ID conference.. The words of this song keeps ringing in my head..

"I need you more, more than yesterday.. I need you more, more than words can say.. I need more than ever before.. I need you Lord, I need you Lord"

It goes on..

"More than the air I breath.. More than the song I sing.. More than the next heart-beat.. More than anything.."

I being meditating on these words.. Indeed.. All these things that I have encountered so far will not be possible if not for God.. If not for God, I would not be able to last whilst serving in ministry.. I would not be able to do anything fruitful..

A touch from God removes anythings that burdens me.. I hold this dearly to my heart.. How else can I last with so little sleep..? How else can I do thing anything with a faith that anything is possible..? Indeed.. A touch from is better than anything the world could offer..

The key of the song for me was this though..

"Cause I never want to go back to my old life.."

As I look back.. I now consider my old life not worth living.. This new life I have in Christ.. This new life that I worship a prefect God along with the people I serve and enjoy life closely with.. Through actively serving this God of mine.. God in turn, revealed the purpose for my life to me.. Be it during my student days, my current police days, and the days that I serve together with a team in the HopeKids ministries.. One thing.. Or should I say two.. Is certain.. To Love God, Love people..

I thank God for blessing me with the brothers around me.. You know.. I am confident that they will watch my back for me.. They are also people that I know I can have a good talk with.. And the team in the Kids ministries.. You people are like family..

With that said? Why would want to go back to my old life without God right?

God.. I need you more.. More than yesterday..