What I'm thinking now..

Hi all,

Spending some time with God now.. Got this urge to write down my thoughts here..

Some of your may know that this period is a rest period for me.. Finally.. I found the answer.. As I was praying and reflecting about recent times, I realised that God has always being trying to tell me this.. That I need to calm down sometimes.. I get hyped up too easily as of now.. My feelings and emotions has got swayed quite easily in the past too..

Part of the reason why I'm so tired recently was that I was putting my heart into the things and people around me too much without putting that equal or more amount of heart into God's heartbeat.. I have being wanting to be the best that I could be and help out as many people as I could, and have been trying so hard..

I fail to notice that God is calling out to me and asking me to stop for awhile and go find rest in Him.. He tells me that I'm precious to Him too.. And He doesn't need me to be a big hero, or a very successful person in order for Him to accept me..

All the pieces linked now.. From the time back in February when I was thinking of some ministry matters and God dropped a Word into me, to the recent happenings He allowed to happen and the people that He put in my life.. All this make sense to me now.. I'm a child of God, He has touched my life from its very beginning, and the power of His touch releases me to worship Him..

Now I know.. I tell myself.. No more self-pity.. No more regrets.. No more excuses.. All these because I am His beloved child that He saved from all these by giving His one and only Son, Christ Jesus as a ransom..

No more rushing through life.. Time to slow things down a big notch and not "think too much" so much anymore.. My future plans are clear now.. Lets take it slowly a step by a time..

That is about all that I just thought.. By the grace the God I see.. Not just physically, but the plans He has for me too.. Praise the Lord..!