Keeping the Good things the Good things..

Went out to Suntec to meet up with Hong Teck just now.. Really thank God for this brother and his listening ears.. He also told me some stuff that I find to be really useful too..!

One thing that struck me the most is to learn to love myself more.. By that I don't mean those kinda egotistic self-adoration, but more of loving who God created me to be.. With that, I find that I really have to cut myself some slack sometimes.. I go too hard on myself sometimes, which in turn makes me feel lousy about myself, which will make me very defensive or doubt myself too much..

To everything, there will always be a good side and a side that can be improved.. And through the chat-up, we confronted the fact that I'm more of the type that will look at the side that needs to improved more.. I personally have to learn to see the good in things more..

Also, keeping the good things good.. Actually hor.. I'm not so bad de.. I got plenty of good traits.. But I have up till now let the situations around me lead me to think that my good traits are not that great.. What I was advice to do is to keep the good things good, and keep doing them.. And then to isolate the bad or the negative, and tackle them accordingly..

Lastly, I know that I don't really relate that well with the people around my age, but I realised that it isn't completely my fault too.. Its really too bad that our mindsets are different, but whose to say that anyone of us is wrong right? If they want to think like people their age, I can't fault them, cause its only normal.. And really there is also nothing wrong with myself having more foresight than the rest of my peers.. In fact, its a good trait.. So I shouldn't let myself feel so bad about it, and keep this good trait a good trait.. And then to learn to deal with my communication problems with my peers as a separate issue..

Awesome time spent.. Great insights..

Refreshing Week!!

Wow!!! I must say.. This past week (5 days to be precise) was super refreshing..! Thank God for that..

Its being a long while since I felt so alive.. So active.. And also very blessed.. For the duration of this past week, I have being working as a trail guide.. Though the actual hike was only span over three days, there was much preparation to be done.. So after all the preparation work was done, I lead the groups on hike on Wednesday and Friday, which is just now.. Have to rest ma.. So Thursday I took break..

Here comes the good part.. The hike was awesome.. Nature is so refreshing.. Beats working as a surveyor in the concrete jungle or some office jobs that requires us to sit in cubicles.. Even better is because of the people I was bringing along for the hike.. They were uniform group kids, so they had somewhat some experience in hiking, so they moved fast, and I was able to bring them off-trail too.. That's where all the good stuff is.. I would never bring newbies off-trail, considering the dangers.. And despite of the terrible weather, we pressed on; and under my experienced leadership, on one got hurt.. Hehe.. Oh well.. I would expect no less from myself..

Really thank God for the bad weather, made the trip tougher and more fun.. Even got extra pay because of the unexpectedly heavy rain..

I should do this more often..

Thank God

Wow.. Its being a while since I last posted hor.. Busy plus don't know what to write.. That's why..

But I want to give thanks to God, for during this period of time, there were good times and bad times.. But regardless, I thank God for seeing me through this times..

Also, I thank God, cause I got invited to attend the police interview..! Got the SMS by the recruitment center on Wednesday morning.. Was asked to attend the interview on Friday morning.. Such short notice hor.. Yar lor.. Still got much to prepare.. Very funny.. Cause while preparing today.. Saw lots of people doing the same thing too.. I think all signing up for police ba.. Even chatted up with two guys.. Really lehzz.. They really signing up for police.. How cool is that.. I bet the interview surely a lot of people de.. I'm thinking that they are doing it all in a day..

So.. I really thank God for all this things that happened to me.. For I know whatever happens, happens for the good of me.. So how was your time? Haha.. Keep me posted yar my friends.. I see you next posting.. Stay tuned..